Prayer

Well, its Sunday & it all starts over tomorrow. The weekly schedules/routine is here once again & I dread it. Alex is going through something that I cant figure out & don't understand. Its very emotional for all of us. For the last 3 days I have vomited every time I ate because my nerves. I stayed on the couch the majority of the day because I was So sick. I am emotionally drained from all of this. The tantrums, crying till he throws up or his nose bleeds, screaming at the top of his lungs, I don't know what 2 do any more. I feel helpless. I'm sure someone is thinking"Spank his Butt"..Well guess what , I have! We have spanked, taken things away, done time out, got down to his level & calmly explained things & even done a reward chart but NOTHING works. So I'm calling his doc tomorrow to make sure nothing is going on with him that the Doc needs to know about. He will not go to sleep until I do. He goes to bed , but keeps his self up till I go to bed. SO I'm hopping that sleep deprivation is the cause of all this nonsense.

In the mean while please pray for me & Alex & our family because this is tough. He cried for 30 min during church today which is so not like him. So pray, pray , pray for God to handle this situation. I love my family & cant stand for there to be so much stress & tension in the air. I dread Jason going back to work because I at least have a back up. Alex still acts up when Jason is at home but I can walk away and let someone else handle him for a min. When its just me I end up loosing my cool & screaming at Alex which is not good. So once again, pray for us as soon as u read this PLEASE! I will update on what the doc says. Oh, I also applied for Super Nanny, I'm serious, I did!